每每想当个好伴,好女友,是应该给对方空间呼吸,但每次都落得自己难受死了。

当我在想,难道他忘了我也会伤心难过吗?也会被他情绪受影响吗?

当我这么想,我又会觉得我很自私想要他也来顾我的心情,反问我又何尝真能完全感受到他的心情?

 是非常应该顾全他的心情,但我就是会耐不住寂寞。

一边想他振作,一边按住自己的情绪, 这样很辛苦。但这苦我没办法找谁诉说去。只好来这里发表内心的压力和耐心的等待。

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Who is this?? FUCK!!!!!! XD

Long Long time ago...

Long Long Time ago.....
Ignore this blog for a long time already~ehehehe!

These days very busy...
start working with mum...although this is the most relax work...but i cant online la~~
me can sambil watch Drama sambil work ah neh~~but got tiok scold yi xia xia ah neh la....

actually pun nothing much to write...so tired...everyday drive...fetch my eldest sis go work and when she is fang gong...have to bring her back again...and jam jam jam JAM again....
MY GOD!!!! say tiok JAM jiu ANGRY!!!
SIMPANG TIGA there!! TIAM!!! Really speechless to GOVERMENT!!!
make people so mahuan!!!!! SIENZ!!! Luckily SG didnt join MYS last time!!!

hmmm...bo liao...bo thing to write liao...
just me havent watch harry potter...
oh ya! about my friends...wanna explain xia...
Sorry for always reject you guys Gathering...cause me really busy liao...
my fo tang got functions, meeting and so on...and sometimes i have to dating xia...you guys know la...since my rick rick work liao...we seldom  meet liao la...
hmmm...thats all...
JIANA!

Boring DAO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HEY~~~~ boring si today ah~~but tomorrow gonna go watch TRANSFORMER 3!!!! EXCITED NEI~~

Hmmm....not going to write about transformer...but the driving skill in KUCHING!!!
MAKU! SIENZ AH!!

People drive in kuching si beh PRO!! Want drive which land jiu which land! Signal pun TAK ADA!!!
Specially at roundabout!! WALAO!!!!!!!
No need me to say people also know...how many accidents happen at roundabout?????

And!!! when you are prepare to out lorong....what the most annoying thing?! YA! RIGHT!! They never use there signal!! Sometimes you wait for so long to get the chance to out! Then they just dont give you the signal!!! And you will dont know until he or she in the lorong!! Then you lost the chance liao!!!
KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?!?!?!?!?!

Sometimes really get mad dao~~~~
and one more thing! Nowadays some of the woman's driving SKILL dont know learn from where geh...even pro then man lo! Can go ACT FAST AND FURIOUS LIAO~~~
They drive fast dao~~~~~~~and! They never want to 让 others!!! You can see this always happen when in The Spring...

But the most annoying thing for me is the Signal la....Signal really important okay???????

Changes!!

Well...today quite boring...so change my blog's outlook ah neh ah neh....

Change until like this...as you can see...

BUT!!! Something make me not satisfied~~my leaf gone ki.........

Try and try and try but it still gone!! someone please help me?!?!?!?!
SOS!!!

explain whats going on this month...

first...i got my new hair cut of course...before and after..

and this is nothing...just take for song...and maybe buy for jun han..hahaha!

with the face like this....this is because that day i went to Level Up...the fitness centre...and i forget to bring my shirt go...you know...after exercise and sauna and you sweat a lot...then after take bath then you baru realise that! OH! I FORGET TO BRING MY SHIRT! YOU KNOW THAT KIND OF FEELING??? YA! SAME AS ME SHOWN IN THE PHOTO!! then i force to wear rick rick de shirt...cause he didnt sweat a lot...then he lend me...= =

OPPSS!! This is my eldest sis's ugly face...erm....no comment...XD

this is the celebration for beast birthday...and this is the shot of the bully from beast to the kolian pak zai...guess what??? beast just HIT pak zai in front of KANG KANG!!! XD

miss the moment beast hit her...= =

this is nothing special to explain...

this is the latest with rick rick mouth is sting by mosquitoes then zhong dao ah neh~hahahaha!

i love his shirt! bought from his cousin at Taiwan~The dog is just like him! haahha!

Having pa mee....and thats all~~

Here is my feeling liao~~

TODAY IS SO HOT!!
SO HOT!!!

FEEL LIKE WANNA TAKE OFF MY SHIRT!! MY GOD!!! HOT SI!!!!!

who want to SEE if me NAKED??? 

MUAHAHAHA!

PAULINE THE FIRST ONE I THINK!

Childish people in CYBER!

Ah…now I forget something to post here….

Hmmm…about the cyber today…

With the guys…I’m really beh song chin!!

REALLY!!!! SUCKS!!! SLAP THEM!!

Keep on SHOUTING: “ AH~~~~(high pitch) CI BAI~~CI BAI~~~ SA NI NEH~~SA NI NEH!!!

Maku!! This is very annoying!

If you just say it for sometimes I can accept…BUT YOU KEEP ON REPEATING IT FOR EVERY SECONDS! ASK ME HOW TO TAHAN?!

PLAY DOTA until bo mood ki! ISHHHHHH!!

Shout in high pitch bah….be man a bit can?!

Sienz….if let me meet tiok same situation again next time….

Then…I got story that are more interesting to post here!

Don’t you let this story happen?? REMEMBER ME BONG SZE JOO!!

I’m not a good person as you think! Once I don’t like you…you are just a rubbish for me!

JIANA!